I Ban Jia alreadi!!!!!!!
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cya der

blogging is soooo boring....cant seem to type fast enough as wad i m thinking...

life sooo far
sec 3 is definitely a jump lah
but still able 2 get by..
juz hav 2 sacrifice my time watching tv
sacrifice going out often..
sacrifice blogging...
(so 2 c me here is a miracle)
wnt shopping lyk on fri...
the 1st and onli time i wnt
hopefully i can go out more 2 relax myself
if not become nerd le
sometumes feel lyk giving up on studying
wads the point of studying sooo much
i m not going 2 be cleverer
juz hav better grades
and in life if i dun do my job well
i will still get sack
feel lyk being a bad gurl all of a sudden
do things i dun normally do
since i will juz be a teen once
i better not let the time pass
and regret 4eva
i dunno whether i m living the life God wantes me 2
sometimes i m confused
the world lives so differently
and if i dun follow
i feel out
but if i follow
den i feel sinful
now a days i become more short tempered
juz now juz yell at everyone 4 nothing
and normally ig my sis juz irritate me
i'll juz irritate her
but now i keep everything bottled inside
and explode lyk the tsunami
m i changing????

Happy CNY ppl!!!

++Saying Good ByE++
how many times in ur life hav u said goodbyes alreadi...
millions wouldn it be...
but every time u sae gd bye u noe dat u are going 2 sae meet the person again soon..
der are times too dat u are bot going 2 meet the person soon but mebbe 4 a yr or not ever...
but der are some gd byes too dat are even though u are meeting the person day in day out but it doesn seem lyk u are meeting dem at all...
the feeling of closeness is gone....n u yearn 4 dat...realli much
dat kind of good bye is the worse of all kinds of gd byes....at least the rest of the gd byes u hav the possiblity of having meet the person and feel gd bout it but 4 this good bye it is 4 eva gone....
Unless a miricle happens...
i feel dat life is too short ...lyk 4 instance...i tot i was onli in p1 yesterday but soon2mr i'll be in jc alreadi...so i would never ever sae good bye no matter wad it takes...even a miracle...

----camp----
i noe this is veri late but i still gotta write .
the camp was a blast..definitely...
it was super duper fun even though all the bruises n SAND FLY BITES (itchy itchy scratchy scratchy up n down my backy wacky!!!)
lurved sherwood n no man's land the water fall trek the swamp trek...everything lah
the tents dou were not fit 4 human's beauty sleep...but still can do 4 me...
the bunks seem 2 hav bed bugs...but i still lived wif it...
hope this camp has made me a better n stronger person...
realli miss the trainers especially LiZA who encourage us a lot...
she's da bomb man!!!!yeeehaaa
the food der was horrible..made me shit lyk crazy.....the flies were swearming every where even on our food....but it tasted gr8t..dunno whether is the flies droppings dat add 2 the taste...(eeekss)
aqt 1st i tot 5 daez was a bit too long...but now i m yerning 2 go bak...rather den 2 study in skool...boring man...
all i gotta sae is CaMp Was Gr8T!!!!!

()()()()AusSiE BaSh()()()()

i had a blasting time in australia...
4 the first few daez we wnt 2 tour australia...we went 2 place lyk ballarat...halls gap..port fairy.grampians..mornington...philip island...
den 4 the rest of the daez we spent time at my cuzzies hse...
i felt dat i hav become more childwhen i was der... my cussiez are 13,12,8 yrs old...n we played many games dat i so long havn been playin....
we wnt 2 many shooping areas lyk chadston which was oso known as the fashion capital...we oso when to knox city which was realli realli huge...and many factory outlets such as D.F.O(direct factory outlet...and brands smart....the factory outlets were lyk shooping centres juz dat the stuff dey sold were from the factory straight...at 1st my cussies told me the price wld be not mcuh different from the normal shops..but we came at the rite time as der was a sale going on...the stuff der were realli cheap!!!
as on boxing dae der will be a mega sale at chadstone...we woke up early in the morning juz 2 get ready 2 go n shop shop shop...normally my cuzzis,my sis n i wld be the latest 2 wake up...but we were soo x cited till we woke everyone up instead...when we wnt der i was expecting dat no one was der but a small grp of crowd were alreadi hitting 4 the shop called myers(departmental stall)...we hav alreadi planned the route we are going 2 take...as in all the nice chops we wanna go den we head rite 2 dem...but unfortunately...the plan did not go as smooth as we wanted...
but we still bot a lot of stuff..
one morning we woke up realli early as we wanted 2 make a surprised breakfast 4 everyone...but my aunty found out bout it n scolded us...i was kinda disappointed...but the nxt dae we did it wif her permission...we made french toast...crepes...and tea 4 dem.....to thank the adults 4 helping us cook our meals n stuff....i made the whipped cream wif egg white n den realise dat if we eat it uncooked we mite get a tummy ache....
i hav come 2 learn a lot of thing in aus n when it was time 2 leave...i had a pang of sadness coming 2 me....i realli missed my cuzzies n the times we had in aus...but so long 4 now...mebbe meet during the nxt holidays....

ggggggggggg

WaD iS LiFe??????

ggggggggggg

if life is soo gd y not live it...

but der are times of ups n downs..

cant b cuz of some downs den put u down..

dat u dun wanna live anymore

but y not look at the wonderful ups

dat will b the hope 2 look 4 ward 4

if nxt year is full of ups n downs

n if i dun wanna face the downs

wad m i suppose 2 do 2 live on

all i can do is 2 bear wif it

but i m not dos type dat r gd at endurance

wadeva gd times dat happened dis yr

mite not happen nxt yr

de javu mite happen

but wads best is the memories

2 dos frenz of mine.

may u not 4 get too

if not life will juz b living without noeing wad u r living

lets cont 2 be gr8t frenz even dou of wad eva happens

*speaking 4rom my heart*

ggggggggggg